i'm down ; && i have enough , enough !

Ohkays .. No mood to post pictures tdy .
my mood is down again ...
Thanks to XinYu & Jeanne for listening to wht i said .
Thanks Ling for the info .
&& i have enough of all those craps that they did to me .
well , i hate today many many !!!
i dunno why ... i just can't control my tears from rolling down ...
&& i have tried hard to tell myself nt to cry & so onn ...
But still , my tears were rolling down . && thanks Cermelia for ur shoulder .
Thanks for those hu were really cheered me up .
Sorry for showing attitude to anyone of u justnow .
all i wnt to say is THANKS !! .
&& of course i still can't i magine tht i cried in front of all of them .
&& for their info , they hav nv seen me cried before .
i was very moody through out the whole chinese paper one .
anyhow do && ended up with rubbish . i dc le .
&& i have enough , enough  & enough le .
i was tolerating through out the whole incidents within the one or two months .
Coz , i think i have no point crying over it . trying to smile hard on my face . (:
But inside ... i'm dying . D: T.T
i dunno wht should i do next , beside telling teacher . && i know MissLee is tired & sick of all those complaints from us le . Transfer sch ? Study hard & go to the different class ? OR ??? leave ....
i hope i have a listening ear when i am feeling down . I hope that i won't get to go through those hurt-ness ; idiot-ness & crying over it again .
in sch , i am a f*cking bitch for all those ppl .
At home , i am a f*cking extra person ; && useless person for my sis .
Wht for am i staying here ? What for am i keeping it to myself ???
crying at the corner is the best way to me . Noone will know abt it .
&& I'm hardly get to smile on my face ; inside i'm weak , weak , weak ....
after getting rid of a sad problem , now come a new one .
What is that means ? Is it the fact that it is my life ? should it be ??
i'm really very upset now /.
Once again , thanks for those whu listened to wht i said . THANK YOU VERY MUCH !! ;DD
&& xinying , i will try , try , try my best nt to be sad everyday ...
I think , my mood is getting worst .
I was always happy in sch lasttime . && i know it was the past .
But nowadays ... wht is happening ? My life changed ? ppl changed ?? Or i 've changed ??
everyday , every morning , every afternoon , every evening , every night , i have to be sad once .
If it's not by friends , it will be by my sis .
How i wish i can hav a better sis who will nice to me && won't quarrel everyday .I think i shouldn't be borned . Well , that's enough ..
&& i need a 随时随地 de listening ear .
who will be ?

DD: Byes .